HIM;

In reality it is crazy to think that we are 21 and we embarked on a journey that we will try and stay commited till' "death" that's a lot of years. He sleeps next to me though and I feel it's possible. But when he is awake and in a mood it seems so impossible. I have been  in a couple of different relationships before him, but I got to say this is different. Not only emotions but also the situation. Never have I been in love until him I thought I have but he has ereased all past men off my brain he blows them out the water. We go through bumbs on the road and they go away as quick as they come. It's wierd for it to happen like that. I never been in such situations. Don't get me wrong we have our tough times do we ever. They just fade away like to me atleast it seems like the bad really doesn't matter because their is so much good. To get out of bed ten get back in and have him wrap himself around me right now is so beautiful. It is something that I have searched for and feel so many search for that one human that completes you like a perfect puzzle. I guess that's why when I fantasy about other men in the end I don't get the spark I get from him.

We recently came to an agreement and said when one finds another man very attractive we will approche them and have some fun the three toghter. And to be fine w the whole situation I think it's crazy. Just bacuse I think it's an issue that a lot of couples don't speak of and then theirs a wedge. In the end we are humans we have needs and sometimes certain people meet certain needs/fantasy. Theirs nothing really wrong w that. I think amarica made us think that it's just one and one when we as ANIMAL are not build for one and one we are more one and 6,037 LOL well that's a little outrages but you get the point. Im not that big on the whole open relationship nither is my man so we came to a compimise. Were we both are happy and feel comfterble. I think it's pretty hot. You never really sat back and said how hot will be to see my man get fucked? I guess it depends on how secure you are. Which brings me to part two of this but wait until tomorrow ;]