The 4 Letter Word That Starts w L

LOVE | LIFE

I just finished watching the movie "The Ugly Truth" very good movie good laughs and also hits right on the bulls eye about a lot of things in general. The leading actress says in part how men aren't how the story books say they are since you are young. Which is a very known fact because most of those stories are fiction. We are brought up in a society which portrays that LOVE brings your life happiness, not just any love but love from a partner. Slowly it then turned into not just love but sex is also what you need in your life to be normal. If you don't have a big penis and can fuck for more then an hour you are not a man. And if you don't have big tits and can have multiple orgasm your not a woman. Then we wonder why STD's are in a high and divorce and pregnancy is so common now in days. Young kids watch movies and think this is the way that everyone else is living their lives out their.

Now my question is why is that once you "fall in love" is when you get hurt? When not even love just like someone. Well that's another thing we made it seem like we are suppose to be with one person are whole life but it has been proven we come from apes which are animals who then do not have just one mate. So why is it so wrong to be with other people. I think I know because since you where little you seen in movies the women cry when she got cheated on. So growing up you where made to think that your significant other should not lust for another human-being. I guess you also get hurt because that is when you start to care. When is it ok to flirt or what does it mean to have gone to far? When should someone feel hurt by the others actions? Are you crazy to suspect or are you stupid to not even think they are?

Love and life are two simple four letter words that are used so much trough out our life. "The LOVE of my LIFE" is this the main goal can someone really survive with out a soul mate or its true love. Isn't their more out their then just that. This is why we do have friends & family for them to love us also. Why is it so important to have that man or women in our life all the time, when we have so many others that care for us. If you want a child why not just adopt their are so many kids out there hungry and alone that need comfort.

Tattoo's & My life. . .

Recently I got a couple of tattoos on my right arm. It's something I always wanted since I was younger I feel its way you can express your thoughts in a more drastic way. Tattoos are permanent its not an away message that you can change your press DELETE on. So most of the time when someone gets a tattoo they have thought about that certain piece for a while. Its funny because its easier to put on then it is to take off. The process of taking off a tattoo is more painful and takes even longer. I recommend anyone thinking of getting a tattoo to look in to that. You might think twice before actually inking your body. In the end I got four pieces so far I got some Notorious B.I.G. lyrics on the inside of right arm. A quote I came up with on the side of my arm. A peace sign on my wrist. And retouched up my drag name on the side of my hand. Each have their own meaning to me and my life.
The peace sign and the lyrics are actual inspiration of Lady GaGa almost like a tribute to her. But just not the direct way like getting Lady GaGa or "monster", I think that's stupid she still is just human and really we don't even know each other. I do really enjoy her music and the way she portrays her image because at the end of the day we also don't know if that all is an act. Well she has a peace sign on her wrist and I liked it because I'm also about peace. I wish there was more peace on earth maybe a lot of this drama wouldn't be going on around all of us. Instead of getting it black though I got it red to represent AIDs awareness almost like a consent reminder for me "to rap it up".
The lyrics on the side of my upper arm are a little more personal but still GaGa inspired, she has a similar tattoo with her favorite passage. Mine is more vulgar and I guess daring but to me it makes me feel better at night no one needs to know what it says or really means. That is why I got it done in Arabic looking letters. Oh and also because that is how she has hers also lol.
The the quote I been saying it for so long and always said that I have to get that tattooed somewhere on my body. One for rights on it I did come up with and two I believe it sums up life in general. "Once you have learned it all, you have lost it all". It has two meanings behind it. It could mean that usually in life in life you die at an old age and when your old you are wise you have learned all you could. I got this from a book I read in high school. I can't seem to remember the name of the book I wish I could because it was so good but oh well. But any-who so once you are old and wise you pass away if you are lucky. Or it can also mean once you start acting like you have learned it all and know it all you are dead and will loose it all. This is when people tend to become ignorant or full of them self to self absorbed to listen to others. Now I am waiting on appointment number 3 on April 3 which is actually my 1 year 3 MONTH anniversary with my boy who we getting a joint tattoo OMG weird. And its one of my "lucky" numbers 3 maybe i will win the lotto that day.